At Least I Tried Ain’t Good Enough

I’VE ALWAYS PAID DEARLY FOR BEING UNPREPARED EVERY FUCKIN THING THAT EVER WENT WRONG THAT I COULD CONTROL WENT WRONG BECAUSE I WAS UNPREPARED

I’M UNQUALIFIED I’M WORTHLESS I’M A POWERLESS NIGGA
MY INTELLIGENCE IS MEANINGLESS


SO YES I READ I RESEARCH I DO COMPARATIVE ANALYSIS OF EVERYTHING FROM THE BLACK PANTHERS, FIDEL AND CHE, TOUSSAINT AND DESSALINES, CAPTAIN CUDJOE AND BOOKMAN, STEVEN BIKO AND MALCOLM X


IF I DON’T DO THE RESEARCH AND JUST ” GET INVOLVED” I’LL BE WHAT I’VE ALWAYS BEEN UNPREPARED
SO FUCK THAT
FUCK “AT LEAST I TRIED”
FUCK ” IT’S THE EFFORT THAT COUNTS”
FUCK ETERNAL RELATIVITY AND THE COPING MECHANISMS TO CODDLE OUR MEDIOCRITY
OUR ANCESTORS WANTED US TO BE THINKERS, STRATEGISTS, INNOVATORS
THEY WANTED US TO EVOLVE THEIR IDEAS BUILD ON THAT FOUNDATION
IT TAKES MUTHAFUCKIN TIME

By Christopher Marshall